This track goes out to my father,a real piece of shit. Happy fuckin father's day,I hope it's your last....I always feel a little shiity on father's day,because my dad was always a prick to me since i was a teen.I'll be 62 next week,and he's still alive,and still a fuckin asshole.He didnt take very good care of my mom ,who got alzheimer's and he just started ignoring the fact ,and just acted like nothing was wrong,until she died. He let her have a broken hip for a few years,and even had the dr say it was okay,he also kept her zombified on pills,and assaulted her im sure many times,as he is a fuckin pig,and a disgusting human being.She was scared of him for her whole life,and would do whatever he said,and had to go along with whatever decisions he made.It definitely helped shape me into a man,a husband,a father,who learned how NOT to be ,by watching my father.I learned how to be a good person from my grandmother and grandfather on my moms side.If not for them I wouldve learned how to be a sexist ,chauvinist pig like him. Im not saying Im a feminist or anything,but Ive always been a gentleman,I have ,class,manners,couth,values,and morals ,all properties my father has none of. So Father's Day has always been bittersweet to me,especially after becoming a father myself ,back in 1998,because it always brings up memories of my own upbringing ,and just remembering ,all the shit my father put me thru,it just fuckin makes the day a little worse. But I always get past it ,cuz I aint lettin no dogshit dad ,ruin my day!!! Happy Father's day to all my friends who are dads ,and any dads who read this or listen to the attached track,a father's day soundscape !!
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released June 21, 2026
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